K so I have kilt the last of my pot, theres only 2 beers and 1 drink worth of vodak left.
I feel I'm sufficeintly prepared to say this.....speelchecker be damned...
I called Dizz cellie w/in mintues of reading Anom's original post. No answer, I left a semi-frantic message, asking if this was indeed true.
Yesterday, I spoke with Dizzzzzzzz wife. She called me back after jumping thru the hoops of figguring out his password or w/e.
We spoke for maybe a 1/2 hour....that's 30 minutes to you Euro's...
She wanted me to pass on that she was extremely touched by the large number of posts on the Guestbook RE: Dizzzzz passing.
She had no ill-will towards AO (serprising to me) that took so much his time.
She seemed flattered that so many thot so much of Jesse (Dizz) even tho none of us had ever met him IRL.
I din't even know that Funeral parlors were doing things like that (virtual Guestbooks) it was pretty sweet imho...I encourage anyone who knew Dizz to check it out and chime in if you havent already.
It means a lot to her and his family.
I personally am about to ramble on....
I doubt many of you remeber or knew a General back in the day named Dapharmicist - altho I do know a couple of you will - he was a fantastic guy and player. Old sk00l.
He died IRL also a couple years ago.
Daph was THE guy who got me in NM.....as Ryph will attest, I was being highly recruited by all of Rimor ...
....but mostly by UW and NM..... i idid what I did and the rest is a historic example of pixcel inconsequentialityatciousnessstuff.
Point is....I took Daph's death reall hard - I'm basically sorta a pussyass teddybear IRL - and after about 3 days of crying, Dizzz sorta decided that we needed to move on, esp. me....i was a little dumbass like 150 squad commander or whatever back then......me and D and Iv and Killit and Key and Guo and a few of the OG gangsta's.....I think D and Guo were the only 220's atm....so anyways, we went on a run out yonder by the greek hecks..maybe some in like adonis?? or around there? not the inferno ones, anyways, i forget.....i forget anything more details than that....it was quite hilarious b/c i was (as usual) the biggest gimp involved and it was a big chore to get me there....but you know what....
Dizzzz got me to the end of that quest or whatever it was.
Him alone, by the end. It just me and him towards the end of that day and we were chilling drinking beers and smoking a joint, and I was very melancoly....and I told him about me love for Daph and I was crying again, and "wished Daph was here to see me gettin' grown" and D told me he'd be proud of me and he himself was proud of me....I got promted to General that day i think, incidentally..but it was just really great....me and Dizzzz sitting on top that mountain and talking for hours.
That was the kind of guy Jesssse was.
I'm quite fucked up at this point....but ....
I still will come back someday (hopefully soon) to AO and I will likely leave NM forever that day.....without Dizz being there to give me that " O.o " when he see's me log back in.....it won't be home anymore.
Crying again. I'm a douche.
Anyone tells anyone and I kill everyone....
Apologies for teh hi-jackzor.
I need to make a beer/booze rebuff run....
I sorta jacked my own thread, lol.....lets see a fucktarded clammer wanna-be forum gangstado that!!!.....point was/is....Dizzzz family <3's the peeps in AO community. Feel free to <3 back.
Peace and love y'all...
Hope to see ya soon
-JW
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Mon Jan 12, 2009 3:01 am 
